Him

THe stoRY of the Him.

Yesterday night the elder man said "You don't know a lot, you don't understand, you was not there. There's a lot of things we cover from you so that you won't hate him so much"

"So, to you, you can bring yourself to see him as someone good. But you don't know...all what happened"

I know there's truth in each and every word spoken by the elder man and i do believe the elder man.

"To us, he was just a stranger."

"Have you ever celebrated his birthday?"

"We tried, waited for him till midnight but he never came back, we bought cake, decorated the house and all, 3 years we waited to celebrate his birthday but on the fourth year we gave up."

"He gambled everything, while his wife worked her ass off trying to support her children."
"He went to Genting Highland to gamble and borrowed money from loan sharks, almost every week the loan sharks will come to the house to ask where is he, the loan shark wanted to collect debt"
"What he did? He had an affair with the Philippine maid..a married man with 5 children!"
" His wife worked, worked and worked. He brought different women to the house and f**k in the house! Many different women. I saw with my own 2 eyes. I was still a young child that time.
He doesn't even work or provide for the family. All he can do is Talk. Did you ever remember him doing anything for you? Yet he still has the nerves to ask money from his wife."

"Why they didn't divorce? Family pride, dignity, maruah keluarga. The wife thought of the children."

"While you were away, you didn't know he went missing for a few years. When he came back, the wife said if he wants to stay, he has to drive his children to school. To you, he is your driver, Without the agreement, you even think he would send you to school? He wouldn't be the least bothered."

"What do you even know about him?"
"There's so much more that you don't know. You call him now and ask him where is he? What is he doing?"

"That day when he physically hit and fought with his 3 eldest children, what were you 2 doing? Crying, you're were too young to understand. We all wanted to kill him that time."

"He knows he cannot speak or even look at the 3 eldest children's eyes because they knew what he did."

"But to the 2 youngest children who don't know much about what he did to the family, you 2 are his last hope..."


Recently I read in the newspaper of a kasanova, who could sweet talk and cheat many women of their money...

But seriously, when people ask me about him, I don't know what to answer. In the most polite way i can say is "He's not a good role model"

I will never forget my 18th birthday! the welcome to adulthood. Of all the days in the year, he choose to reveal that he has another family. Welcome to REALITY...

Sometimes, just to make myself feel better, I tell myself, Maybe the reason he's not in the house always and not caring about us is He's a spy? "If i tell you, I have to kill you or I'll put you in danger"
LoL, watching too much television.