The month is coming to an end,
Remember my short term aim posted on June 20th, 2009.
Yeaps, it's now time for evaluation.
The verdict: YOU FAILED....muhahaha, MFoong, you loser!!!LOL
Nooooooooo...yeah la, actually it's my fault la...didn't try my best la. Even Meme said "Hilda, awak jalan pun tak guna, akan tidur gak."
I was walking in class to get some oxygen into my system...
It's like an auto reaction la, once my hand and head is on the table...the sleeping spell overcomes me. It's easier to sleep on the school desk than sleeping on a bed. I know, weird right?
Ok Ok, I won't give up and I won't give in... Just because I failed the first time, doesn't mean I should quit! I'm continuing this AIM of NOT SLEEPING IN CLASS...This time I'll put a note on my desk reminding me of this AIM...I hope it'll work. LOL
The month of July shall be another chance..use it wisely Mun.
Add Oil Add Oil, Jia youh Hilda. Jika anda percaya, anda mesti BOLEH. Yakin Boleh!
THE RANDOM BLABBING OF MINE ON THE ATTIC THAT NEVER EXISTED... "Till by faith I met HIM face to face And I felt the wonder of HIS grace Then I knew that HE was more Than just a GOD who didn't care Who lived away out there, and Now He walks beside me day by day Ever watching over me lest I stray Helping me to find that narrow way HE's everything to me." RALPH CARMICHAEL
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Strengthen XD
I'm amazed with the Strength my LORD granted me...you see I slept around 4am yesterday(busy doing my Pengurusan Perniagaan assignment) and I woke up at 7.30am cause I had to be school at 8am where I played badminton with my class mates till 9am where Mr Nanda arrived. After the economy class, I spared some time lettering then off to Kids' Church. Next was packing up for tomorrow. Ok, so 3.5hours of sleep but yet I did not feel tired or sleepy...so cool la.
Exodus 15:2
The LORD is my strength and my song; He has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise Him...
I'll be right back after this short commercial.
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Hi, and I'm back again. Did you miss me? haha.
Anyway, there's nothing much to blog today...If, you have not guessed yet, the reason of this post is for the Commercial. =P
Happy birthday Joanne Lee and Maggie Lim...both underage born on the same day, both skip PTS, both went for RBS 2007/2008...fuyoh!
Exodus 15:2
The LORD is my strength and my song; He has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise Him...
I'll be right back after this short commercial.
Advertistment break:
Attention young people,
kuala lumpur baptist church, jalan alor, bukit bintang, near KFC
is having THE ADORE CONCERT.
FREE admission. 22 August 2009, Saturday. 4:30pm-10pm
4.30 till 7.30 is the concert bash-->lots of fun in games, competition, food(FREE), and freebies..too
7.30 is the concert
well,You and your Friends can just lepak there la, free food and enjoy the music...mamak must pay wan, this no need. LOL
For more info, please contact Victoria Chew at 012-377 1173
We thank you for your attention, now we resume to the babbling of Famous Hilda Hew Mun Foong
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Hi, and I'm back again. Did you miss me? haha.
Anyway, there's nothing much to blog today...If, you have not guessed yet, the reason of this post is for the Commercial. =P
Happy birthday Joanne Lee and Maggie Lim...both underage born on the same day, both skip PTS, both went for RBS 2007/2008...fuyoh!
Friday, June 26, 2009
You are not Alone
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone.
How could this be?
You're not here with me,
You never said goodbye.
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold.
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away.
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you.
Though you're far away
I am here to stay.
But you are not alone
For I am here with you,
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But/For you are not alone.
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms.
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear,
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin.
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
For you are not alone...
the above is edited from "You are not alone by Michael Jackson. The KING of POP"
A lot of us feel alone in some point or another in life, this feeling really sucks and is quite ironic. I mean we have so many people around us: Family, classmates, schoolmates, neighbors, friends, people we have to mix around with-->willingly or forced.
But we feel like it's all artificial. We lose hope. We feel that nobody understands us, what we are going through. Sometimes hurt, betrayal and non-supportive people also make us feel that we are alone. Just losing someone important to us could also make us feel alone.
Actually, you are not alone...there's so many people going through the same phase. The content and issues struggling is the same but the packaging comes in different forms...Personally, I don't think one person goes through more than others...I believe that everyone goes through the same level/degree but according to their capacity.
I mean we all have different level of resistance mah, so if everyone goes through the exact scene, it wouldn't be fair cause it may be easy for some people and difficult for others.
For some of us, we have a promise that we are not alone from the ONE above.
Do we really believe and accept this fact? Yeah, head knowledge is there but we don't usually personalize this...well, perhaps once in a while we do...
Here the fact is YOU are NOT ALONE..
Facts, faith and feelings...
I'm still all alone.
How could this be?
You're not here with me,
You never said goodbye.
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold.
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away.
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you.
Though you're far away
I am here to stay.
But you are not alone
For I am here with you,
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But/For you are not alone.
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms.
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear,
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin.
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
For you are not alone...
the above is edited from "You are not alone by Michael Jackson. The KING of POP"
A lot of us feel alone in some point or another in life, this feeling really sucks and is quite ironic. I mean we have so many people around us: Family, classmates, schoolmates, neighbors, friends, people we have to mix around with-->willingly or forced.
But we feel like it's all artificial. We lose hope. We feel that nobody understands us, what we are going through. Sometimes hurt, betrayal and non-supportive people also make us feel that we are alone. Just losing someone important to us could also make us feel alone.
Actually, you are not alone...there's so many people going through the same phase. The content and issues struggling is the same but the packaging comes in different forms...Personally, I don't think one person goes through more than others...I believe that everyone goes through the same level/degree but according to their capacity.
I mean we all have different level of resistance mah, so if everyone goes through the exact scene, it wouldn't be fair cause it may be easy for some people and difficult for others.
For some of us, we have a promise that we are not alone from the ONE above.
Do we really believe and accept this fact? Yeah, head knowledge is there but we don't usually personalize this...well, perhaps once in a while we do...
Here the fact is YOU are NOT ALONE..
Facts, faith and feelings...
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Smiling =)
YOUR Light broke through my night, restored exceeding JOY,
YOUR grace fell like the rain and made this desert LIVE.
YOUR hand lifted me up, I stand on higher ground.
YOUR praise rose in my heart and made this desert sing:
YOU have turned my mourning into dancing, You have turned my sorrow into JOY.
YOUR grace fell like the rain and made this desert LIVE.
YOUR hand lifted me up, I stand on higher ground.
YOUR praise rose in my heart and made this desert sing:
YOU have turned my mourning into dancing, You have turned my sorrow into JOY.
Smiling keeps you cheerful or is it that when you're cheerful you're smiling? Perhaps it's both...either way, I'm feeling so content but I don't know why...Must be the JOY and PEACE from God
I think I'm crazy...I've been smiling the whole day for no reason and I really feel cheerful, content, happy and peaceful.Hmm, maybe not crazy but more to Blessed...haha.
LOVE all you people loads and loads. Mmwwwhhh
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Bad STPM, Bad you.
The weather has changed and I pray that this little light of mine doesn't disappear.(FYI: this picture was taken during my Philippines mission trip in may 2008. A picture of the weather/sky. It's really cool :D)
the Stress of STPM is catching up...
It's REAL la people...and the cool thing is that it's not just me! ok la, i sound sadistic and cruel...
The whole upper 6...the stress is killing us.
Suddenly there's so much tension, verbal fights, silent treatment, moody, "pulaukan" aka isolate friends, quarrels and secretly yet obvious resentment, bitterness, jealousy. Everyone is blaming everyone. Every tiny issue is blown up into a catastrophe. There's so much negative atmosphere...this is scary. Cries, best friends no longer on speaking terms...The STPM STRESS is real and it's here.
The AH1N1 influenza is also making a scare and unfriendliness in school.
Teachers are getting cranky because of our lousy results, they are getting angry and frustrated. Furthermore the principal is adding more burden on the teachers and generally the teachers dislike this principal even from my lower 6 years, so this makes them resent the principle all the more. Teachers are also rushing to finish the syllabus.
Amazing...how stress can cook up a storm..LOL
this somewhat reminds me of a Sunday school aka Kids' Church song
Don't say something that isn't nice
Better listen to this advice
When your mouth is making fun
You can really hurt someone
So keep your lips together and SSHHH!
If you can't say something
That's good and true
There's only one thing
You should do
What's that? SSHHH!
the Stress of STPM is catching up...
It's REAL la people...and the cool thing is that it's not just me! ok la, i sound sadistic and cruel...
The whole upper 6...the stress is killing us.
Suddenly there's so much tension, verbal fights, silent treatment, moody, "pulaukan" aka isolate friends, quarrels and secretly yet obvious resentment, bitterness, jealousy. Everyone is blaming everyone. Every tiny issue is blown up into a catastrophe. There's so much negative atmosphere...this is scary. Cries, best friends no longer on speaking terms...The STPM STRESS is real and it's here.
The AH1N1 influenza is also making a scare and unfriendliness in school.
Teachers are getting cranky because of our lousy results, they are getting angry and frustrated. Furthermore the principal is adding more burden on the teachers and generally the teachers dislike this principal even from my lower 6 years, so this makes them resent the principle all the more. Teachers are also rushing to finish the syllabus.
Amazing...how stress can cook up a storm..LOL
this somewhat reminds me of a Sunday school aka Kids' Church song
Don't say something that isn't nice
Better listen to this advice
When your mouth is making fun
You can really hurt someone
So keep your lips together and SSHHH!
If you can't say something
That's good and true
There's only one thing
You should do
What's that? SSHHH!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Orientation
Today was the form 6 Orientation of SMK Seri Pantai la...
Upper 6 students "kenakan" the lower 6 students...
Personally, I don't categorize this as an orientation for there was not much mixing between the junior and the seniors, rather it was more like telematch among the lower 6 students...
The lower Six-ers were a not sporting la...they "merajuk" very fast, quite spoilt...majority were angry with the activities arranged.
I liked the closing speech by our vice-president of PERTINA (persatuan tingkatan enam), Alif Idham. He said all this activity was not meant for ragging, instead the motive was to build teamwork among the lower 6s and in the process, look out for potential leaders...leader for clubs, uniform, games, prefect and librarians...basicly to find the "penapis" for our departure :)
Really cool right?
Our PERTINA advisor teachers were a superb bunch of sporting teachers. They did the "pocho-pocho" and chicken dance with all the form 6s...the fact that they actually volunteered to do and lead us was interesting =P
Oh, why orientation so late? because we wanted to have orientation with those who are confirmed staying in school, so the orientation won't be a waste of effort and so that the orientation is more meaningful...therefore it is only after the switching period.
Upper 6 students "kenakan" the lower 6 students...
Personally, I don't categorize this as an orientation for there was not much mixing between the junior and the seniors, rather it was more like telematch among the lower 6 students...
The lower Six-ers were a not sporting la...they "merajuk" very fast, quite spoilt...majority were angry with the activities arranged.
I liked the closing speech by our vice-president of PERTINA (persatuan tingkatan enam), Alif Idham. He said all this activity was not meant for ragging, instead the motive was to build teamwork among the lower 6s and in the process, look out for potential leaders...leader for clubs, uniform, games, prefect and librarians...basicly to find the "penapis" for our departure :)
Really cool right?
Our PERTINA advisor teachers were a superb bunch of sporting teachers. They did the "pocho-pocho" and chicken dance with all the form 6s...the fact that they actually volunteered to do and lead us was interesting =P
Oh, why orientation so late? because we wanted to have orientation with those who are confirmed staying in school, so the orientation won't be a waste of effort and so that the orientation is more meaningful...therefore it is only after the switching period.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Father
Happy Daddy's day...
I never use to like this day nor do i celebrate it...this day is doesn't really mean anything to me.
What can I say? Hmm, the nicest way to put it is my earthly biological father have not been a role model father la...
People always said, God is like a father...I could never understand this statement.
How can it be? If God is like my father, then I don't want God la...
you know what response I got from the Bible?
Hebrews 12:8
If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons.
I was sad, i terasa la...You mean I'm a anak haram? He's no fit to be a father, he doesn't have the right to discipline me and etc.
Then the Bible told me that I have the wrong perspective of what a father means.
1 Thessalonians 2:11-12
For you know that we dealt with each of you as a father deals with his own children, encouraging, comforting and urging you to live lives worthy of God, who calls you into his kingdom and glory.
Hmm, if this is the type of Dad...it sound cool, Perhaps I can identify with this God as a Father =)
you know, the closest I got to a father's love is Uncle KK, he was like a father to me.
However, there are some bits and shreds of my father's love to me...it's more precious and sweeter than any other person's fatherly love. The little things my father does(which is really really RARE) such as covering me with the blanket one night...calling me "my daughter", and knocking on my door at 3am just to give me some money, lying to me that he will drive me anywhere even all the way to Johore if he was "free"...
I remember 1 night he asked me to follow him to Guardian, he bought some facial thing...I was so wow-ed and happy...not that i use those stuff...but the thought that he bought something for me really was special to me...Later on, it turned out that he bought it for himself and he was shy to buy it that's why he ask me to follow him...OK, not so cool! However that brief sweet happiness is still imprinted in my memories...Yeah, I may be choosing to believe and live in a lie, but that was the longest period of me having any sort of sweet memory or feelings of my father
I never use to like this day nor do i celebrate it...this day is doesn't really mean anything to me.
What can I say? Hmm, the nicest way to put it is my earthly biological father have not been a role model father la...
People always said, God is like a father...I could never understand this statement.
How can it be? If God is like my father, then I don't want God la...
you know what response I got from the Bible?
Hebrews 12:8
If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons.
I was sad, i terasa la...You mean I'm a anak haram? He's no fit to be a father, he doesn't have the right to discipline me and etc.
Then the Bible told me that I have the wrong perspective of what a father means.
1 Thessalonians 2:11-12
For you know that we dealt with each of you as a father deals with his own children, encouraging, comforting and urging you to live lives worthy of God, who calls you into his kingdom and glory.
Hmm, if this is the type of Dad...it sound cool, Perhaps I can identify with this God as a Father =)
you know, the closest I got to a father's love is Uncle KK, he was like a father to me.
However, there are some bits and shreds of my father's love to me...it's more precious and sweeter than any other person's fatherly love. The little things my father does(which is really really RARE) such as covering me with the blanket one night...calling me "my daughter", and knocking on my door at 3am just to give me some money, lying to me that he will drive me anywhere even all the way to Johore if he was "free"...
I remember 1 night he asked me to follow him to Guardian, he bought some facial thing...I was so wow-ed and happy...not that i use those stuff...but the thought that he bought something for me really was special to me...Later on, it turned out that he bought it for himself and he was shy to buy it that's why he ask me to follow him...OK, not so cool! However that brief sweet happiness is still imprinted in my memories...Yeah, I may be choosing to believe and live in a lie, but that was the longest period of me having any sort of sweet memory or feelings of my father
Saturday, June 20, 2009
my aim for june 09
TTDI YF came to BGC YF today, we watched a movie made by them...quite cool la.
the TTDI youth so sporting la...the movie was good.
My skin's peeling-->sunburn la...not a nice sight..haha
P/s: Edison Chen was at Bangsar ;p
I told my mummy I'm going out to fill the basketball with air just now at 8pm, as I was walking home I bumped into Prince's friends and lepak with them la, jalan² sambil Cakap². Then around 8.40pm my phone rang...it was my mum, she asked me "Bad Guy catch you ar?"
so cute ya, my mum? =)
Tomorrow got Mr Nanda's macro economy class...
My aim this month is to stay awake...change my bad habit.
Some of you know this, some don't.
Hilda Hew Mun Foong is a heavy sleeper in school.
This goes all the way back to form 2, I sleep in class. It's just a habit. Not that I have not enough sleep or that I'm tired...It's just a really bad habit that's stuck with me...
If you don't believe that Mun Foong sleeps in class...ask her classmates or teachers...
This needs to be stopped...form 2 to now upper 6 already, yet still sleeping in class? Mun, you really need to stop this! You're jeopardising your life! Almost 6 years already!
Friday, June 19, 2009
Class promise...LOL
Ok, Mr Nanda's back already..the class did a treaty with him.
PeRjAnJiAn 6 Atas Aspirasi-En Nanda 19th June 2009
Here were our conditions after apologizing & to show our seriousness:
1. we all will attend 100% for his extra classes on Sunday...Gasp :O
2. we won't mind him calling us "mabuk" or stuff like that, we promise to not get offended.
3. Give us 2 months, if there's no improvement on our side then Mr Nanda is free to leave us. (Oh my, can we really improve ar? Scared la)
this pula is Mr Nanda's conditions:
1. If there is no full attendance for Sunday extra classes, he will cancel the extra classes and we will all not be able to finish our syllabus in time.
2. In a month's time, he will give us the exact same exam paper, and this time everyone must pass. (Gulps...err, sure a not?)
3. We must do revision when we go back home.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
GNB
Hi Hi,
Today Mr Nanda still in the merajuk-ing mood, he didn't teach us or speak to us. He asked someone to call us down to the library...
the Dialogue of myself from finding out my result today :)
Congrats Mun, you got 96%, highest for the national bible knowledge postal quiz!
What? 96% also can get highest meh? haiz²...sad la. I didn't do my best...My results also drop la!
Last year 99.5%, this year pulak 96%
Mun, don't lah like that, last year u had plenty of time to study cause form 6 not yet start la. This year you had to balance upper 6 and this quiz...don't be too hard on yourself.
Yeah, but I know that I could have done better. I failed my own self... :( so sad...
Chill la, Mun. It's just a quiz...
Hey, this quiz meant a lot to me Ok! I don't usually care about quiz, studies or stuff like that. Furthermore it was through this quiz last year that God answered a prayer :) I would never forget it =]
Really... so here's the story:
2007 was the 1st time I heard about this National Bible Knowledge Postal Quiz, but I heard about it after it was over la...So I told myself "I must enter this quiz next year la, sounds interesting..20 obj and 20 fill in the blanks"...
2008, I called the Scripture Union(SU) to enquire how may I register myself and take this quiz...Own initiative Ok!(quite rare in Mun)...I borrowed Aaron Chien's (a Sunday school kid) Good News Bible(GNB) as I did not have one. I fell in love with GNB, I liked the translation and the illustration la...anyway I slept over at Sarah Loke's place and took the quiz at Amapang Gospel Center.
After the quiz, I returned Aaron's bible and I begin searching for a GNB everywhere for quite some time...I just couldn't find the GNB version...Then I told God that I really loved the bible and have searched many places already, I give up.
There was something reminding me "Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all this things shall be added onto you. Matthew 6.33"
The results came out and I had 99.5%, Ok, Yay! Collect your prize during the SPM BK Oral quiz day. Anyone wanna guess what the prize was?
Yeah, It was the exact same bible that I wanted. GNB Sunrise Hardcover...wow! I was so filled with joy and I hugged Rina(the SU staff who gave me the bible). I jumped with joy and was just so amazed and in awe of God.
Wasn't that so cool?
Today Mr Nanda still in the merajuk-ing mood, he didn't teach us or speak to us. He asked someone to call us down to the library...
the Dialogue of myself from finding out my result today :)
Congrats Mun, you got 96%, highest for the national bible knowledge postal quiz!
What? 96% also can get highest meh? haiz²...sad la. I didn't do my best...My results also drop la!
Last year 99.5%, this year pulak 96%
Mun, don't lah like that, last year u had plenty of time to study cause form 6 not yet start la. This year you had to balance upper 6 and this quiz...don't be too hard on yourself.
Yeah, but I know that I could have done better. I failed my own self... :( so sad...
Chill la, Mun. It's just a quiz...
Hey, this quiz meant a lot to me Ok! I don't usually care about quiz, studies or stuff like that. Furthermore it was through this quiz last year that God answered a prayer :) I would never forget it =]
Really... so here's the story:
2007 was the 1st time I heard about this National Bible Knowledge Postal Quiz, but I heard about it after it was over la...So I told myself "I must enter this quiz next year la, sounds interesting..20 obj and 20 fill in the blanks"...
2008, I called the Scripture Union(SU) to enquire how may I register myself and take this quiz...Own initiative Ok!(quite rare in Mun)...I borrowed Aaron Chien's (a Sunday school kid) Good News Bible(GNB) as I did not have one. I fell in love with GNB, I liked the translation and the illustration la...anyway I slept over at Sarah Loke's place and took the quiz at Amapang Gospel Center.
After the quiz, I returned Aaron's bible and I begin searching for a GNB everywhere for quite some time...I just couldn't find the GNB version...Then I told God that I really loved the bible and have searched many places already, I give up.
There was something reminding me "Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all this things shall be added onto you. Matthew 6.33"
The results came out and I had 99.5%, Ok, Yay! Collect your prize during the SPM BK Oral quiz day. Anyone wanna guess what the prize was?
Yeah, It was the exact same bible that I wanted. GNB Sunrise Hardcover...wow! I was so filled with joy and I hugged Rina(the SU staff who gave me the bible). I jumped with joy and was just so amazed and in awe of God.
Wasn't that so cool?
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
My economy teacher merajuk today. He was very angry, disappointed with my class because only 4 students pass the economy paper but 16 students including me failed his paper. He scolded us and told us either we change our attitude or we change teacher.
Mr Nanda is a very cool and nice economy teacher, he teaches us like tadika children, right from the basics..haha. This is because all of us are super weak in mathematics. The highest my class got for modern maths SPM 2007 is C and majority failed or the alphabets after C. (I always thought he should be a mathematics teacher)
Anyway, after he merajuk in class, he went out our class...making the class feel regret and sorry.
As I was falling asleep, I saw a vision of my hair being snip off..."Oh, NO!!!"(me)
It was a warning sign from Above. "Remember your promise, Mfoong"(God)
Today Pn Lailatul(Pengurusan Perniagaan teacher) said the one who sleeps the most is the one who got the lowest mark in PP...
Yesterday Rachel said my hair is long....
People ask me when am I going to cut my hair.
Here's some things:
I personally dislike having LONG hair. It's a burden, it's a lot of work, it's very tiresome and it really sucks.
So, why am I growing long hair now if I don't like having long hair? Good question.
It's a promise I made with God last year before I entered Form 6. I was complaining to God that Form 6 is "claimed" to be the world's top 5th hardest exams la..How am I going to get through it?... Bla bla bla & then I said to myself, "OK, if I can jaga my hair then I can go through STPM...I mean if I can jaga small things, I can jaga big things...If I can go though 1.5 years with long hair, I can go though 1.5 years through Stpm". I promised God I'm not going to cut my hair till the last day of STPM. Therefore, cutting my hair = I give up...I cannot jaga my hair, too ma fan la or STPM is too difficult la
Acts 18:18
Paul stayed on in Corinth for some time. Then he left the brothers and sailed for Syria, accompanied by Priscilla and Aquila. Before he sailed, he had his hair cut off at Cenchrea because of a vow he had taken
Carakporn, Capon, Abang Pon, Pon Zen Zen, Zen
Happy Birthday!
yeah, I still remember playing powder ski and spaghetti ski in Amma's house. I remember football, catching, running, hide & seek, police & thief, Ice & water, power rangers, dance class, Mr Quek's class, Ching Li's quiz, Kasturi tuition, walking to school and back to Amma's house, Dragon and going to padang every evening and early morning, night runs, maggie mee story, bleach story, your jokes, playing computer games, playing Lego and making my first email. Tadika, scouts, taekwando, bendahara, schools, our first time seeing "buruj pari" at the shortcut, roller blading, cycling, Tarzan's tree.
I have always been jealous of you; you were the leader of our gang even though i was the eldest and smarter one...anyway congratulations to finaly reaching my age..LOL
Childhood friends ya :)
Mr Nanda is a very cool and nice economy teacher, he teaches us like tadika children, right from the basics..haha. This is because all of us are super weak in mathematics. The highest my class got for modern maths SPM 2007 is C and majority failed or the alphabets after C. (I always thought he should be a mathematics teacher)
Anyway, after he merajuk in class, he went out our class...making the class feel regret and sorry.
As I was falling asleep, I saw a vision of my hair being snip off..."Oh, NO!!!"(me)
It was a warning sign from Above. "Remember your promise, Mfoong"(God)
Today Pn Lailatul(Pengurusan Perniagaan teacher) said the one who sleeps the most is the one who got the lowest mark in PP...
Yesterday Rachel said my hair is long....
People ask me when am I going to cut my hair.
Here's some things:
I personally dislike having LONG hair. It's a burden, it's a lot of work, it's very tiresome and it really sucks.
So, why am I growing long hair now if I don't like having long hair? Good question.
It's a promise I made with God last year before I entered Form 6. I was complaining to God that Form 6 is "claimed" to be the world's top 5th hardest exams la..How am I going to get through it?... Bla bla bla & then I said to myself, "OK, if I can jaga my hair then I can go through STPM...I mean if I can jaga small things, I can jaga big things...If I can go though 1.5 years with long hair, I can go though 1.5 years through Stpm". I promised God I'm not going to cut my hair till the last day of STPM. Therefore, cutting my hair = I give up...I cannot jaga my hair, too ma fan la or STPM is too difficult la
Acts 18:18
Paul stayed on in Corinth for some time. Then he left the brothers and sailed for Syria, accompanied by Priscilla and Aquila. Before he sailed, he had his hair cut off at Cenchrea because of a vow he had taken
Carakporn, Capon, Abang Pon, Pon Zen Zen, Zen
Happy Birthday!
yeah, I still remember playing powder ski and spaghetti ski in Amma's house. I remember football, catching, running, hide & seek, police & thief, Ice & water, power rangers, dance class, Mr Quek's class, Ching Li's quiz, Kasturi tuition, walking to school and back to Amma's house, Dragon and going to padang every evening and early morning, night runs, maggie mee story, bleach story, your jokes, playing computer games, playing Lego and making my first email. Tadika, scouts, taekwando, bendahara, schools, our first time seeing "buruj pari" at the shortcut, roller blading, cycling, Tarzan's tree.
I have always been jealous of you; you were the leader of our gang even though i was the eldest and smarter one...anyway congratulations to finaly reaching my age..LOL
Childhood friends ya :)
Monday, June 15, 2009
sleep
Hi, recently each time i sleep, something changes
quite funny.. i actually packed my bag for school and set d alarms n all..den i remember locking the door n going to sleep... when i woke up d door was still lock and the blanket was over me(i don't remember putting blanket on myself)...how come i didn't hear the alarm?
during the BTN camp..when they sent us to sleep at 12am den woke us up at 2.30 am for an activity....i remember we were given numbers n i was 24..there was 35 in all la...then I slept on the tar road...when i woke up, there was only 2 other campers n a facilitator...
The activity finished at 5am..then they send send us to sleep n we had to wake up at 5.30am....i remember sleeping n when i woke up it was 7.30am, i was in d dorm with another girl...every1 else was down stairs...how come every1 forgot me? Usually we cannot eat until every1 arrives, but that day nobody noticed that i was still asleep...den when i went down...they all asked me where was I gone to? Huh?
[ Sabrina said: oh! haha... maybe God knows u too tired and needed more rest so sent angels to keep u :) ]
there was 1 thing in camp which was really cool that happened.. to get into the girl's dorm u have to enter the toilet...the dorm is in the toilet..haha. we don't have the key to the toilet but we have the key to the dorm.. 1 day I was staring at my towel n i remembered RBS[Residential Bible School] (where A.May Lee told us to not put our towels in the dorm)...So I hanged my towel outside(it was dry i told myself this is d silly-est thing I'm doing)... i was lazy to go out side so i just opened my window cause my window was nearest to the clothes line... That day, some1 locked the toilet door...so having the dorm key was useless n we were all stuck outside...but then i remembered my window, climbed into the dorm n opened d toilet door...amazing isn't it..how RBS n God could make a difference
quite funny.. i actually packed my bag for school and set d alarms n all..den i remember locking the door n going to sleep... when i woke up d door was still lock and the blanket was over me(i don't remember putting blanket on myself)...how come i didn't hear the alarm?
during the BTN camp..when they sent us to sleep at 12am den woke us up at 2.30 am for an activity....i remember we were given numbers n i was 24..there was 35 in all la...then I slept on the tar road...when i woke up, there was only 2 other campers n a facilitator...
The activity finished at 5am..then they send send us to sleep n we had to wake up at 5.30am....i remember sleeping n when i woke up it was 7.30am, i was in d dorm with another girl...every1 else was down stairs...how come every1 forgot me? Usually we cannot eat until every1 arrives, but that day nobody noticed that i was still asleep...den when i went down...they all asked me where was I gone to? Huh?
[ Sabrina said: oh! haha... maybe God knows u too tired and needed more rest so sent angels to keep u :) ]
there was 1 thing in camp which was really cool that happened.. to get into the girl's dorm u have to enter the toilet...the dorm is in the toilet..haha. we don't have the key to the toilet but we have the key to the dorm.. 1 day I was staring at my towel n i remembered RBS[Residential Bible School] (where A.May Lee told us to not put our towels in the dorm)...So I hanged my towel outside(it was dry i told myself this is d silly-est thing I'm doing)... i was lazy to go out side so i just opened my window cause my window was nearest to the clothes line... That day, some1 locked the toilet door...so having the dorm key was useless n we were all stuck outside...but then i remembered my window, climbed into the dorm n opened d toilet door...amazing isn't it..how RBS n God could make a difference
a bit on BTN camp
heys all,
Guess who's back, me! haha. Now that school is here, the blog will be a slow process but don't worry, it won't fizzle out so fast.
Before leaving to the campsite, our school Principle said the form 6's doesn't have kerjasama just because our "baju tak sama"..huh? She believes in 'unity is uniformity'...
In my heart I got even more afraid..."soon the next thing, she might say is I must wear tudung so that all uniform or not it show i don't have unity"...I disagree with 'uniformity is unity'...in a way, she is implying...Malaysia for Malays only.
Anyway, I believe in "unity in diversity"...Then only can masyarakat majmuk ma...
the BTN camp:
only my school..the upper 6 students and 3 lower 6 students. Amazingly Pui Yee came. 35 students in all. The camp was "Kursus Bina Negara Asas" by the "Biro Tatanegara, Jabatan Perdana Menteri"
at "Kem Rekreasi Intan Suraya, Sg Siput(U), Perak"...somewhat like a Leadership camp la.
The BTN camp was ok la...I went with a unwilling heart n came back with a "ok ok la" heart.
There I got to know that these classmates of mine are actually quite caring and Malays like hot or spicy food...everyday their food got chili! curry and durian...make the body hot also..haha..drinks all super sweet..can get diabetes I tell you!
Every activity had a purpose...that was a cool concept.
The place was quite forest-ty la, many trees and durian tress.When we reached the road.It was a dead end and then we had to change bus..old small "mini bus". That mini bus brought us about 1 km inside the "forest" where we saw the campsite...as we were in the mini bus, some was singing, then a form mate said "Jangan seronok sangat"...i ask her why, she said cause we are entering tempat "ORANG" (and she didn't mean humans)...later on during the camp, we had an activity...again i heard a similar remark by another form mate saying "Jangan gembira sangat, jangan takut sangat, jangan berani sangat"...what a strange concept...cannot enjoy camp, cannot be too happy, cannot show real feelings...2 person saw or heard these "ORANG" once during the camp...
The weather there was quite cool la...cold in the morning, cold in the evening and night, afternoon was not that hot..must be the greens and trees.
The camp was quite packed...sleeping time is 12am(the earliest) and the latest sleeping time was 2am... the time to wake up was 5.30am...not enough sleep duh...everyone had panda eyes and many were falling sick with flu, including me.
One of the activity was "berakit" somewhat like kayak la...8 tubes tied together with rafia and PVC pole-like thing and wood(papan)...and we got dayungs la...from our campsite Kem Rekreasi Intan Suraya, Sg Siput(U), Perak to Jabatan Perairan dan Saliran Kuala Kangsar. More than 10 km la...my team was funny, we cannot work together so the rakit was not really moving lah. it was a 5 hour program, but our team took like 6 hours which also included the boat towing our rakit cause we were jauh ketinggalan the pack..haha...There was 1 part, no matter how much we berdayung, we were not moving..hahaha.
berdayung for so many hours...shoulders pain, sit on the papan...butt pain. arms and feet is sunburnt...pain la...feel like we were human BBQ-ed under the scorching sun...d base of my foot's skin peeled...my group mate got blister-like wounds because she didn't keep wetting the tube n the tube was burning hot..so melecur la. The sunburn part is warm but the not sunburn part was cold..so our body got 2 different temperatures.. my arm got 2 diff colors n 2 diff temperature..LOL. The sunburn areas feels like we're burning...argh...
I learnt much and experienced many things...If I could blog during the camp, you would understand la...then you would read 4 long posts...I'm kinda afraid this is quite long already. don't worry will post a bit more about camp in future posts...
My dear brother Prince got baptized yesterday night at Life Chapel, 8pm. 14th June 2009
Guess who's back, me! haha. Now that school is here, the blog will be a slow process but don't worry, it won't fizzle out so fast.
Before leaving to the campsite, our school Principle said the form 6's doesn't have kerjasama just because our "baju tak sama"..huh? She believes in 'unity is uniformity'...
In my heart I got even more afraid..."soon the next thing, she might say is I must wear tudung so that all uniform or not it show i don't have unity"...I disagree with 'uniformity is unity'...in a way, she is implying...Malaysia for Malays only.
Anyway, I believe in "unity in diversity"...Then only can masyarakat majmuk ma...
the BTN camp:
only my school..the upper 6 students and 3 lower 6 students. Amazingly Pui Yee came. 35 students in all. The camp was "Kursus Bina Negara Asas" by the "Biro Tatanegara, Jabatan Perdana Menteri"
at "Kem Rekreasi Intan Suraya, Sg Siput(U), Perak"...somewhat like a Leadership camp la.
The BTN camp was ok la...I went with a unwilling heart n came back with a "ok ok la" heart.
There I got to know that these classmates of mine are actually quite caring and Malays like hot or spicy food...everyday their food got chili! curry and durian...make the body hot also..haha..drinks all super sweet..can get diabetes I tell you!
Every activity had a purpose...that was a cool concept.
The place was quite forest-ty la, many trees and durian tress.When we reached the road.It was a dead end and then we had to change bus..old small "mini bus". That mini bus brought us about 1 km inside the "forest" where we saw the campsite...as we were in the mini bus, some was singing, then a form mate said "Jangan seronok sangat"...i ask her why, she said cause we are entering tempat "ORANG" (and she didn't mean humans)...later on during the camp, we had an activity...again i heard a similar remark by another form mate saying "Jangan gembira sangat, jangan takut sangat, jangan berani sangat"...what a strange concept...cannot enjoy camp, cannot be too happy, cannot show real feelings...2 person saw or heard these "ORANG" once during the camp...
The weather there was quite cool la...cold in the morning, cold in the evening and night, afternoon was not that hot..must be the greens and trees.
The camp was quite packed...sleeping time is 12am(the earliest) and the latest sleeping time was 2am... the time to wake up was 5.30am...not enough sleep duh...everyone had panda eyes and many were falling sick with flu, including me.
One of the activity was "berakit" somewhat like kayak la...8 tubes tied together with rafia and PVC pole-like thing and wood(papan)...and we got dayungs la...from our campsite Kem Rekreasi Intan Suraya, Sg Siput(U), Perak to Jabatan Perairan dan Saliran Kuala Kangsar. More than 10 km la...my team was funny, we cannot work together so the rakit was not really moving lah. it was a 5 hour program, but our team took like 6 hours which also included the boat towing our rakit cause we were jauh ketinggalan the pack..haha...There was 1 part, no matter how much we berdayung, we were not moving..hahaha.
berdayung for so many hours...shoulders pain, sit on the papan...butt pain. arms and feet is sunburnt...pain la...feel like we were human BBQ-ed under the scorching sun...d base of my foot's skin peeled...my group mate got blister-like wounds because she didn't keep wetting the tube n the tube was burning hot..so melecur la. The sunburn part is warm but the not sunburn part was cold..so our body got 2 different temperatures.. my arm got 2 diff colors n 2 diff temperature..LOL. The sunburn areas feels like we're burning...argh...
I learnt much and experienced many things...If I could blog during the camp, you would understand la...then you would read 4 long posts...I'm kinda afraid this is quite long already. don't worry will post a bit more about camp in future posts...
My dear brother Prince got baptized yesterday night at Life Chapel, 8pm. 14th June 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
In the attic with Mun Yoke
guess what time I slept? 5.30am.
doing what? I was chatting with Mun Yoke...it was a heart to heart talk...pillow talk.
Really cool. I can't believe tears were involved! Anyway, there was so many things I couldn't remember and so many things I learnt from it. It was really a nice way to start the back to school period.
what is the back to school period? well, you see I have to go back to school and get in the bus to go to Perak for the BTN camp. After the BTN camp, the next day is school...argh. The gov stole my HoliDay!
Neways Mun Yoke told me 1 thing, "It's ok to be confused..."
that really made me feel better. Thanks er jie!
Okies, bye people...i'm off to school now.
doing what? I was chatting with Mun Yoke...it was a heart to heart talk...pillow talk.
Really cool. I can't believe tears were involved! Anyway, there was so many things I couldn't remember and so many things I learnt from it. It was really a nice way to start the back to school period.
what is the back to school period? well, you see I have to go back to school and get in the bus to go to Perak for the BTN camp. After the BTN camp, the next day is school...argh. The gov stole my HoliDay!
Neways Mun Yoke told me 1 thing, "It's ok to be confused..."
that really made me feel better. Thanks er jie!
Okies, bye people...i'm off to school now.
in the Attic with Prince
Hi all, I'm here to say since the holidays are coming to the end so shall the blog not be a daily thing.
I'll be camping as I said before. It starts tomorrow morning and ends on Sunday afternoon or evening.
Today started in the evening-->3pm..haha
Sort of like I was with Prince in my attic :P
I had a conversation with Prince yesterday till about 3 am and then reflected on what was shared and finally slept at 5.30am.
Prince asked me a question, "Can you imagine life if we were still in Amma's house?"
Now I have never thought of that question before but it really is a good question.
I cannot imagine it, I tried all my best to imagine...here's the best I could come out with.
I will DEFINITELY not be the person I am now and things or Life would NOT BE THE SAME.
there would be persecution...everything would be blamed on CHURCH. I might have stop Church. I may not be baptised nor will I go for RBS nor would I be writing letters to people :)
But on the bright side, I would be definitely be getting better grades..LOL
Actually, come to think about it.
Only after I left Amma's house was I in the phase of finding my God. I mean church was no longer a building or a club, instead church is a people. Besides that, God was no longer a far away being. Religion was no longer a ritual but it was a close relationship with God. I guess I would have never known God even though I went to church if I was still in Amma's house.
"Till by faith I met HIM face to face
And I felt the wonder of HIS grace
Then I knew that HE was more
Than just a GOD who didn't care
Who lived away out there, and
Now He walks beside me day by day
Ever watching over me lest I stray
Helping me to find that narrow way
HE's everything to me."
RALPH CARMICHAEL
Oh ya..the other blog is where there lies the tags...too many tags from Fb...err, when I free I do la. You can click on "About Me"... the other blog is Mun's garble...montester.blogspot.com
I'll be camping as I said before. It starts tomorrow morning and ends on Sunday afternoon or evening.
Today started in the evening-->3pm..haha
Sort of like I was with Prince in my attic :P
I had a conversation with Prince yesterday till about 3 am and then reflected on what was shared and finally slept at 5.30am.
Prince asked me a question, "Can you imagine life if we were still in Amma's house?"
Now I have never thought of that question before but it really is a good question.
I cannot imagine it, I tried all my best to imagine...here's the best I could come out with.
I will DEFINITELY not be the person I am now and things or Life would NOT BE THE SAME.
there would be persecution...everything would be blamed on CHURCH. I might have stop Church. I may not be baptised nor will I go for RBS nor would I be writing letters to people :)
But on the bright side, I would be definitely be getting better grades..LOL
Actually, come to think about it.
Only after I left Amma's house was I in the phase of finding my God. I mean church was no longer a building or a club, instead church is a people. Besides that, God was no longer a far away being. Religion was no longer a ritual but it was a close relationship with God. I guess I would have never known God even though I went to church if I was still in Amma's house.
"Till by faith I met HIM face to face
And I felt the wonder of HIS grace
Then I knew that HE was more
Than just a GOD who didn't care
Who lived away out there, and
Now He walks beside me day by day
Ever watching over me lest I stray
Helping me to find that narrow way
HE's everything to me."
RALPH CARMICHAEL
Oh ya..the other blog is where there lies the tags...too many tags from Fb...err, when I free I do la. You can click on "About Me"... the other blog is Mun's garble...montester.blogspot.com
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Grocery Shopping
Guess what I did today! Shopping...that's what I did today...haha. grocery shopping la.
Amma had to stay home to jaga Tinker Bell(yes, a new addition! Wira's cousin)
so I was sent on a mission...kinda like the movie "Pacifier" where Vin Diesel had to take care of children, I was sent to shop while watching over Snow White(12 yrs), Robin Hood(-+9 yrs)and Tom Thumb(5 yrs).
First I told them the ground rules.
rule number 1: Walk Fast...FAST FAST FAST..it's going to rain!
#2: We're not taking taxi there or taxi back...it's exercise day today!
#3: You either follow my instructions or GO BACK HOME!
haha..quite mean yah?
We walked in a pretty good pace..
Oh ya, another rule: Don't CROSS till I say Cross!
I gave them route choices la. Straight & short but Hot or long & cooling.
They choose the long and cooling...
When we reached TMC, I gave options: Stay outside or follow me.
They said, "Follow!"...I brought them to the sections then I assign them to get the stuffs...but for the softener and bleach part-->the usual 1 Amma use was not there so I had to choose between 3 other types but of the same brand..."KIDS, come here and choose." (So if I buy wrongly, not my fault..muahaha. *evil grin*)
"OK, we got everything we need. Now since you all were such a good bunch of kids, go and get your drinks..."
Environment friendly, brought own bags so no need plastic bags...I split the things and made each one of them carry a bag. As we were walking home,
Robin said "Snow White said you make all the kids carry the bags."
Snow White, "I didn't. Robin only saying and using my name!"
(TIME for some Reverse Psychology)
Me, "OK, fine. Snow, you no need carry any bag!" Snatch bag n resume walking but faster.
Snow, "Please la, let me carry..."
We made a short pit stop then Snow quickly took the bag. This time I took Robin's bag.
Robin, "Let me carry la"
We made another short pit stop and Robin quickly took the bag.
Smiling to myself...manipulative MUN! ;P
To cut the story short, we got back to Amma's house before it rain and in efficient timing! Yay!
Amma had to stay home to jaga Tinker Bell(yes, a new addition! Wira's cousin)
so I was sent on a mission...kinda like the movie "Pacifier" where Vin Diesel had to take care of children, I was sent to shop while watching over Snow White(12 yrs), Robin Hood(-+9 yrs)and Tom Thumb(5 yrs).
First I told them the ground rules.
rule number 1: Walk Fast...FAST FAST FAST..it's going to rain!
#2: We're not taking taxi there or taxi back...it's exercise day today!
#3: You either follow my instructions or GO BACK HOME!
haha..quite mean yah?
We walked in a pretty good pace..
Oh ya, another rule: Don't CROSS till I say Cross!
I gave them route choices la. Straight & short but Hot or long & cooling.
They choose the long and cooling...
When we reached TMC, I gave options: Stay outside or follow me.
They said, "Follow!"...I brought them to the sections then I assign them to get the stuffs...but for the softener and bleach part-->the usual 1 Amma use was not there so I had to choose between 3 other types but of the same brand..."KIDS, come here and choose." (So if I buy wrongly, not my fault..muahaha. *evil grin*)
"OK, we got everything we need. Now since you all were such a good bunch of kids, go and get your drinks..."
Environment friendly, brought own bags so no need plastic bags...I split the things and made each one of them carry a bag. As we were walking home,
Robin said "Snow White said you make all the kids carry the bags."
Snow White, "I didn't. Robin only saying and using my name!"
(TIME for some Reverse Psychology)
Me, "OK, fine. Snow, you no need carry any bag!" Snatch bag n resume walking but faster.
Snow, "Please la, let me carry..."
We made a short pit stop then Snow quickly took the bag. This time I took Robin's bag.
Robin, "Let me carry la"
We made another short pit stop and Robin quickly took the bag.
Smiling to myself...manipulative MUN! ;P
To cut the story short, we got back to Amma's house before it rain and in efficient timing! Yay!
Monday, June 8, 2009
Finding and found!
Oh, Mun Yoke is out mamak-ing! :)
I'll be camping on Thursday to Sunday...government organized...Kem Biro Tata Negara(BTN) at Perak, 11th-14th June 2009, form 6 students only, dorms.
I know that 2 schools are involved but the other school might not come as we have to go to Perak by ourselves. For my school, it is compulsory for the Upper 6 Students...
I placed my wallet somewhere when I was in a rush a few days ago and totally forgot about it till after a few days. Then yesterday I realised that I am not having my wallet with me. So the frantic search began and the usual places was ransacked about 30 mins. I found some misplaced stuffs of mine but not my wallet. The "lost" house keys and the "lost" geometrical set.(too late exams over d. Borrowed friends) I gave up and went to God in prayer telling HIM that my original IC is in my wallet and I don't know what to do. After that I went back to usual stuffs I do. A voice inside my head was whispering "It's infront of you, go, get it!" It got louder and louder. Curiousity got me up on my feet...Oh, Yay, I found it! :) Behind the television...haha.
Thank You God =) I love you!
Sorry Mabel...But I am really positive I did link yours cause I remember typing your name la...
I guess I did not save...OK now it's there ;)
I'll be camping on Thursday to Sunday...government organized...Kem Biro Tata Negara(BTN) at Perak, 11th-14th June 2009, form 6 students only, dorms.
I know that 2 schools are involved but the other school might not come as we have to go to Perak by ourselves. For my school, it is compulsory for the Upper 6 Students...
I placed my wallet somewhere when I was in a rush a few days ago and totally forgot about it till after a few days. Then yesterday I realised that I am not having my wallet with me. So the frantic search began and the usual places was ransacked about 30 mins. I found some misplaced stuffs of mine but not my wallet. The "lost" house keys and the "lost" geometrical set.(too late exams over d. Borrowed friends) I gave up and went to God in prayer telling HIM that my original IC is in my wallet and I don't know what to do. After that I went back to usual stuffs I do. A voice inside my head was whispering "It's infront of you, go, get it!" It got louder and louder. Curiousity got me up on my feet...Oh, Yay, I found it! :) Behind the television...haha.
Thank You God =) I love you!
Sorry Mabel...But I am really positive I did link yours cause I remember typing your name la...
I guess I did not save...OK now it's there ;)
The Visitor
Hi people, I guess for the next few days I will be blogging quite late la, Mun Yoke plays too many facebook games...ARGH...
It's a Sunday...so I church-ed lor
(BTW:I noticed every Sunday that I go to church, Amma or Ginee will call during church without failure...How they know la? Sometimes they call during YF also.. How their timing so ngam wan r?)
Back to church today...a parable:
A visitor went to a church. As he parked his car, another car came beside, unwind the window and the man said, "That's my parking place. You took my place."
The visitor entered the church and sat down. A lady said to him, "That's my seat, you took my place."
The visitor was surprised at rude welcome he got from the church. The sermon that day was on Dwelling in Jesus' presence...
Suddenly the visitor's scars was visible and his face was glowing. Someone noticed and asked the visitor, "What happened to you?"
the visitor replied, "I took your place"
sometimes the church itself is too occupied that they push Christ out of the church.
Revelation 3:20 says
Here I am, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in, eat with him and he with Me.
(eating= close/intimate relationship)
The term "Christian" divides people. It's not whether you're a Christian or not...What I care is whether you know God through Jesus or not.
Don't just be a believer, you got to be a disciple(imitate, follow, obey)
Cause even the devil believes in Jesus.
Today, Amma called me out to Pasar Malam...walking for 45 mins cause it rained..or else it would be longer...haha
It's a Sunday...so I church-ed lor
(BTW:I noticed every Sunday that I go to church, Amma or Ginee will call during church without failure...How they know la? Sometimes they call during YF also.. How their timing so ngam wan r?)
Back to church today...a parable:
A visitor went to a church. As he parked his car, another car came beside, unwind the window and the man said, "That's my parking place. You took my place."
The visitor entered the church and sat down. A lady said to him, "That's my seat, you took my place."
The visitor was surprised at rude welcome he got from the church. The sermon that day was on Dwelling in Jesus' presence...
Suddenly the visitor's scars was visible and his face was glowing. Someone noticed and asked the visitor, "What happened to you?"
the visitor replied, "I took your place"
sometimes the church itself is too occupied that they push Christ out of the church.
Revelation 3:20 says
Here I am, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in, eat with him and he with Me.
(eating= close/intimate relationship)
The term "Christian" divides people. It's not whether you're a Christian or not...What I care is whether you know God through Jesus or not.
Don't just be a believer, you got to be a disciple(imitate, follow, obey)
Cause even the devil believes in Jesus.
Today, Amma called me out to Pasar Malam...walking for 45 mins cause it rained..or else it would be longer...haha
Sunday, June 7, 2009
'Bank-ing'
Sorry, blogging quite late today, my sis was using the computer...
Yeah, wanna know how my day started? Ginee called to ask me teman Amma to the 'bank'...haha. Deja Vu...
Wah, today's walking was 1 hour and 45 minutes long...of cause I enjoyed the walk :P
Did I ever mention before that I LOVE accompanying people?
I found out that Ginee likes me and Snow from Amma. Wow, I never knew that. Someone actually cares for me :P (NO, not the love-like but the care-like)...maybe cause Ginee takes me and Snow as her lil sis...that she never had. I mean I like my Bendahara Juniors of 2004-2007, they are like the lil sisters that I never had...I'm not saying I don't care about Bendahara boys but I was always closer to the girls :) -->I remember Emily Choo and me taking busses and walking, I remember Victoria and Atiqah and me just hanging out in the park and walking back with them. Each and every Bendahara junior is truly treasured by me...My lil siblings.
FYI: Bendahara is my ex-school's sporthouse.
Amma is so strong, healthy and she's 69 years old. Woah...
One thing I don't enjoy going out with Amma is that she will belanja me...poor as they are they still give your their best hospitality. I feel like "mm moh ee c". I mean anyone would feel that way right? When below average people belanja you...like a bit uneasy and "hark hey"
You know Amma's belanja-ring reminds me of the Philippines people. Poor as they are, they always say "Come and share God's blessings with us".
Anyway I really enjoy accompanying people. I think I should be a bodyguard la...LOL
Youth Fellowship(YF), King Yi spoke on "I am the Way, and the Truth and the Life"
this is the tip of his iceberg...
Deuteronomy 30:15-20 (New International Version)
See, I set before you today life and prosperity, death and destruction. For I command you today to love the LORD your God , to walk in his ways, and to keep his commands, decrees and laws; then you will live and increase, and the LORD you God will bless you in the land you are entering to possess.
But if your heart turns away and you are not obedient, and if you are drawn away to bow down to other gods and worship them. I declare to you this days that you will certainly be destroyed. You will now live long in the land you are crossing the Jordan to enter and possess.
This day I call heaven and earth as witnessess against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live and that you may love the LORD your God, listen to his voice, and hold fast to him. For the LORD is your life, and he will give you many years in the land he swore to give to your fathers, Abraham, Isaac and Jacob .
3 questions he left.
1. How much of God are you letting into your life?
2. How much of truth do you know?
3. What kind of life are we seeking for ourselves?
the sentance that caught my attention--> The Devil's faith is more than us...he believes Jesus and Jesus' divinity and shudders
Yeah, wanna know how my day started? Ginee called to ask me teman Amma to the 'bank'...haha. Deja Vu...
Wah, today's walking was 1 hour and 45 minutes long...of cause I enjoyed the walk :P
Did I ever mention before that I LOVE accompanying people?
I found out that Ginee likes me and Snow from Amma. Wow, I never knew that. Someone actually cares for me :P (NO, not the love-like but the care-like)...maybe cause Ginee takes me and Snow as her lil sis...that she never had. I mean I like my Bendahara Juniors of 2004-2007, they are like the lil sisters that I never had...I'm not saying I don't care about Bendahara boys but I was always closer to the girls :) -->I remember Emily Choo and me taking busses and walking, I remember Victoria and Atiqah and me just hanging out in the park and walking back with them. Each and every Bendahara junior is truly treasured by me...My lil siblings.
FYI: Bendahara is my ex-school's sporthouse.
Amma is so strong, healthy and she's 69 years old. Woah...
One thing I don't enjoy going out with Amma is that she will belanja me...poor as they are they still give your their best hospitality. I feel like "mm moh ee c". I mean anyone would feel that way right? When below average people belanja you...like a bit uneasy and "hark hey"
You know Amma's belanja-ring reminds me of the Philippines people. Poor as they are, they always say "Come and share God's blessings with us".
Anyway I really enjoy accompanying people. I think I should be a bodyguard la...LOL
Youth Fellowship(YF), King Yi spoke on "I am the Way, and the Truth and the Life"
this is the tip of his iceberg...
Deuteronomy 30:15-20 (New International Version)
See, I set before you today life and prosperity, death and destruction. For I command you today to love the LORD your God , to walk in his ways, and to keep his commands, decrees and laws; then you will live and increase, and the LORD you God will bless you in the land you are entering to possess.
But if your heart turns away and you are not obedient, and if you are drawn away to bow down to other gods and worship them. I declare to you this days that you will certainly be destroyed. You will now live long in the land you are crossing the Jordan to enter and possess.
This day I call heaven and earth as witnessess against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live and that you may love the LORD your God, listen to his voice, and hold fast to him. For the LORD is your life, and he will give you many years in the land he swore to give to your fathers, Abraham, Isaac and Jacob .
3 questions he left.
1. How much of God are you letting into your life?
2. How much of truth do you know?
3. What kind of life are we seeking for ourselves?
the sentance that caught my attention--> The Devil's faith is more than us...he believes Jesus and Jesus' divinity and shudders
Friday, June 5, 2009
Walk girl, walk. Stop it Ms & Mrs Exploiters!
I complained to the One above "I know it's the holidays but I just can't seem to wake up in the morning to go jogging."
He said...evening loh....
I replied "Lazy la...but I need some exercise leh, I have not done any exercise since...errr... I can't remember...I only remember I was active in sports in Form 5"
Today I was 'forced' to wake up to teman Amma to the 'bank'...Amma brought me walking all around Bangsar Baru and Lucky Garden...wah...tired oh... 1 hour of full walking...but I like accompanying people :)
then I was allowed to go home and rest (lunch) :P
About late afternoon Amma called me again, once again we walked the whole Bangsar Baru and Lucky Garden but a shorter one by 15 minutes. This time the outing was for me to have duplicate keys as I lost my house keys.
BTW: Yeah, it's the holidays, why isn't Hilda going out or stuffs like that? It's because I lost my house keys. No, I'm not grounded, it's just my principle that Tommy(my elder bro) brainwashed into me. "NO KEY DON'T GO OUT!"
After Amma went back to her house, I went back to test the keys. My room key worked, the house door key worked but the grill gate key was NOT working. It could go in but cannot turn.
I walked back to Lucky Garden and told the men there the key is faulty. He cut the key more and handed it back. I walked back home.
The key still couldn't work. Off I went to Lucky Garden again and walked back home again.
The key still was not usable. I walked again to Lucky Garden and this time the Boss cut a new key and gave it to me...walked back home.
The key was half the worth only... I could not double lock the grill gate and I could not open the grill gate from outside the house...haiz. I didn't want to go back. I give up...
Well, at least the key can single lock and open from inside...just have to put my hand into the grill n open from inside!
Wow, that was really a lot of walking for 1 day...I wonder how many Kilometers did I cover today?
Not only that, today I was commissioned to be a Ah Long..haha
My mum's customer suppose to come and pay(Langsaikan Hutang) yesterday but she did not come, So my mum sent ME to go to her customer's house and claim the payment.
JLN TERASEK 2, quite a big house with 4 cars...
"Rm 376...Pay up, or I shall pour paint, I mean GLUE on your house...evil laugh"
Nah, I didn't do that la, I'm a kind person...because the customer paid up I gave a discount of Rm6...LOL
NO la, she called my mum and was trying to exploit my mum...horrible person I tell you!
Dah lah, order expensive and complicated stuffs then wanna cheat my mom of Rm6, my mom so good already charge you so cheap. If you did business with my father, he will be charging a BOMB. My Mum as usual just let the customers exploit her...Why so kind and soft hearted?
If the customer paid in cash, I would HaLaLkan the Rm6 la...she paid in cheque.
These rich malay ladies are always the type that exploit and take advantage, give problem and stress to my mum. They are one of the cause of her health problem. Especially the ones with titles(gelaran). They keep calling even after confirming, keep rushing my mum, delay their payment and other stuffs.
He said...evening loh....
I replied "Lazy la...but I need some exercise leh, I have not done any exercise since...errr... I can't remember...I only remember I was active in sports in Form 5"
Today I was 'forced' to wake up to teman Amma to the 'bank'...Amma brought me walking all around Bangsar Baru and Lucky Garden...wah...tired oh... 1 hour of full walking...but I like accompanying people :)
then I was allowed to go home and rest (lunch) :P
About late afternoon Amma called me again, once again we walked the whole Bangsar Baru and Lucky Garden but a shorter one by 15 minutes. This time the outing was for me to have duplicate keys as I lost my house keys.
BTW: Yeah, it's the holidays, why isn't Hilda going out or stuffs like that? It's because I lost my house keys. No, I'm not grounded, it's just my principle that Tommy(my elder bro) brainwashed into me. "NO KEY DON'T GO OUT!"
After Amma went back to her house, I went back to test the keys. My room key worked, the house door key worked but the grill gate key was NOT working. It could go in but cannot turn.
I walked back to Lucky Garden and told the men there the key is faulty. He cut the key more and handed it back. I walked back home.
The key still couldn't work. Off I went to Lucky Garden again and walked back home again.
The key still was not usable. I walked again to Lucky Garden and this time the Boss cut a new key and gave it to me...walked back home.
The key was half the worth only... I could not double lock the grill gate and I could not open the grill gate from outside the house...haiz. I didn't want to go back. I give up...
Well, at least the key can single lock and open from inside...just have to put my hand into the grill n open from inside!
Wow, that was really a lot of walking for 1 day...I wonder how many Kilometers did I cover today?
Not only that, today I was commissioned to be a Ah Long..haha
My mum's customer suppose to come and pay(Langsaikan Hutang) yesterday but she did not come, So my mum sent ME to go to her customer's house and claim the payment.
JLN TERASEK 2, quite a big house with 4 cars...
"Rm 376...Pay up, or I shall pour paint, I mean GLUE on your house...evil laugh"
Nah, I didn't do that la, I'm a kind person...because the customer paid up I gave a discount of Rm6...LOL
NO la, she called my mum and was trying to exploit my mum...horrible person I tell you!
Dah lah, order expensive and complicated stuffs then wanna cheat my mom of Rm6, my mom so good already charge you so cheap. If you did business with my father, he will be charging a BOMB. My Mum as usual just let the customers exploit her...Why so kind and soft hearted?
If the customer paid in cash, I would HaLaLkan the Rm6 la...she paid in cheque.
These rich malay ladies are always the type that exploit and take advantage, give problem and stress to my mum. They are one of the cause of her health problem. Especially the ones with titles(gelaran). They keep calling even after confirming, keep rushing my mum, delay their payment and other stuffs.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
the 3
When the DBKL people first brought it in, I was so pleased and I took care of it although it wasn't my responsibility...I always go out just to see it's growth and how I could help it. I patiently waited for it to grow up each day. Today it's so big, tall and healthy. I'm so proud of it as it is now my pride. It's the tallest and the only flowering tree(government planted tree) in the whole Jalan Telawi 6...
The bountiful green leaves and beautiful pink flowers. (Not that I like pink but it's not like I can change it) I'm so happy for it that it's flowering and so tall but...with beauty comes responsibility...Its flowers are accumulating onto my house compound. Fallen flowers and dry leaves blanket the floor each day. They are covering the ground outside(the road) and the floor inside(porch). The outside of my house is looking like a mess. Burdensome! I feel like it's autumn in my place...haha. My neighbor sarcastically said to me that the government planted tree really is a "blessing to your house" *chuckle*
Hmmm, solution anyone?
cause to chop it is not environmental friendly la...
We are also like it in a way...as babies, our parents love and cherish us but as we grow up... They are happy and proud that we're all grown up BUT...we sometimes do not realize that our "flowering and flourishing " may cause them loads of problems and tire them. We may be a bit burdensome as well. Haiz...
cause to chop it is not environmental friendly la...
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Allergy reaction
Help! It's killing me... my chin is really itching...my fingers and toes are also "shedding skin" it's like after you use glue, there's a layer of "shedding skin". Yesterday I went to see the doctor, she said "It's an allergy reaction"...now the question is but TO WHAT?
The thought that I'm allergic to something but not knowing to what is killing me as well too!
There goes my holiday! Argh, Itchy.... :(
The thought that I'm allergic to something but not knowing to what is killing me as well too!
There goes my holiday! Argh, Itchy.... :(
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Welcome to my Attic!
welcome to my attic!
I just set up my blog.......Yay! Erm, not too sure yet how these stuff operates but yeah, a step at a time :Pthis is my non-existing attic...a place where I blab out stuffs...luahan di attic...yeaps.
FYI: Blab = Speak (about unimportant matters) rapidly and incessantly
my 2 weeks school holidays are here...started yesterday...
How I spent my first day of holiday?
Nothing much during the day but Sheng and I had dinner at Mrs Teoh's house in the evening. An aunty from church whom we don't really know.
Imagine 2 young girls at family dinner(nah, we didn't really feel out of place)...Mrs Teoh was so happy and glad that Sheng and I came.
How Mrs Teoh came to know us?
Mrs Teoh attended her friend's baptism last year which happened to be Sheng and my baptism too...Mrs Teoh was touched by our testimony and after a few weeks she came to us and said she wants to be our friend...Quite a cool aunty right? She gave us each a gift and said she hopes to have dinner with us...I thought it was just a"HOPE" not a "WANT"...
We didn't expect that yesterday the "HOPE" was materialised.
They own a cat named "Miow Miow". It was really antisocial.
An antisocial cat? Doesn't that defeat the purpose of having cats?
This is the same thing with people who claim to be Christ-ians-->Christ-like/belong to Christ
Wasn't Jesus' last words in Matthew a call to be a witness
"All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
GO= active action...moving to the fishes cause the fish won't come to you
How many of us really go? We are all antisocial, just staying in the saltshaker. Defeating our purpose
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